Have you ever thought how in your life, you are the f***ed up one and anybody else has nothing to do with how damn messy your life is?

Before, I thought these people are the one who turned me into this negative surrounded living charge. I thought, why are this people acting like this when I'm trying damn hard to be good and nice. Why can't they try to be understanding like how I'm taking my breath off just to understand them.

And then, there was a voice telling me, 'hey you are the f***ed up one from the beginning. so why are you complaining. its fair. the f***ed one should be treated as f*** up as it could be'. 

Its hard to explain. Or maybe its just me being me. 

My friend once told me, never expect anyone to think the same way as you are. They never were and they never will. Thats why they never understand.