October 29, 2010,

A life I wished for but never knew if it would come true. My life was full of ups and downs, but right now, ever since today, I'm more on the down side. 3 years from now, we will rise from Hell and show the world that we are not demons, and that we can be humans too. From here on, until this very day 3 years from now, we will become stronger than before, and no one can stop us.

It still haunts me, from 4 years ago to now… it's haunted me… I want it to stop… I want to be a real human again. one that is free from burden and lies… I want my life back… I want to go back…