Ranting about the past, present and future.

Ahh, this seems like a great way to rant over everything and nothing. Let's start with the past.

I haven't been been active on this account for a long time, I however, used to have an other account. This one I deleted.

The reason why? I'll explain it to you.

There was one fan-fiction that I was writing, it was based off a series. There is a Manga and there was also a movie adaption made. Like I said, I based it off these two, but in a different dimension; meaning that some characters would be there, but also new characters; also called OC (Original characters). The story in it, however, was completely different.

There were a few people who liked it, but there were also people who didn't like it, of course. Sure, everyone has their own taste, their own style and their own preferences, but what happened to me wasn't ''respectfully'' stating their opinion. No, this was just plain bashing. Plain ignorance towards my explanations. People here called my story ''plagiarism'' and called me bad names that I won't write out here, I'm a pretty decent person after all. (Although I may come off as harsh some times..) Anyhow, at first I tried to ignore it, like I've always done to negative things. But then there came another writer. He or she also had a fan-fiction based on the same series and he/she told me: '' I wrote it first! You copied me. '' Yeah, instead of writing me an actual intellectual message, he/she wrote me that. Well, the fact that it was about two years ago and I still remember what he/she said may be seen as positive by this person.. The only thing I can say now about that though, is: '' Good. Freaking. Job. Idiot. '' Well, I wouldn't say that I was as mature back then as I am now, sometimes. But I did- and still have, common sense. Anyway, back to what I was about to write. So I totally replied, very kindly. I explained the person that I based my story off the Manga and not off his/her story, I hadn't even read the darn story of that person nor did I know it existed. 

Some days later I got a few messages, from that person and some others. Telling me I should delete or completely change my story, because I copied it. I was pretty annoyed, that person not only ignored my explanations completely, but also got some of his/her oh so mature 'friends' to accuse me of copying and calling my inappropriate names. I, at this point, stopped updating my fan-fiction. It didn't feel like it anymore, there isn't any fun in doing your best to write something while only getting bashed on, basically for nothing. (Shout out to the people who kept on supporting me!) Everything gradually got worse, he/she and his/her friends kept on messaging me and when I blocked them, they made new accounts. Since I already was a pretty independent kid, I wanted to solve it on my own. But since there wasn't any person to respectfully argument with, I just threw my hands in the air and totally said: '' Screw this, I'm too good for them anyway. '' And then shut down my account on here, closing this period off non-nice-ness. (Made that up myself!) 

 

Alright, now for the present, 2 years later. I'm of legal age according to the law and I'm supposed to be a grown-up. Gosh, hate how people will push you into adulthood. One day you're still a 'kid' of 17 and the next day it's your birthday and you're supposed to be some 'grown-up' who just lost their childhood. All while you're still a 'teen'. I'm 19 now and still don't consider myself an adult. I'm still the brat I used to be before I turned of legal age, maybe just a little more mature. (Totally depends on the situation.) Surely, I've almost finished school and already have two jobs, but I'm still a teen. Anyhow, I didn't want to rant over my real life complaints, but rather over my time and account on here.

Back I am, on my new oh-so mature sounding new account: iamamazinglyhot. (Gosh, I would love to know how I could put a link to my own profile called like that.) Anyway, I recently (maybe not so recently) started a fan-fiction on this account, starring: DMTN's Simon, Alphabat's Serin/I:ota and an OC. Due to the lack of motivation for the story, mostly it turning into a cliché fan-fiction, I put it on hiatus. I am currently writing a new story, hoping it to be more.. fresh? But I will not reveal it to the public before it's done. (It'll probably take a long time.) There is, however, something I am active with. It's a story I'm actually a co-author for and my good (and real life) friend: Rebeccathjue is the main-author for. This story follows two OC's, who are individually written by us both, while it still follows one storyline. (I'm making it way too complicated.) So basically: Rebeccathjue writes for one OC, while I write the other OC. It's like two stories in one, get it? I hope you do, because my explanation wasn't really clear.. As for the characters in the story, there are, of course, different ones for both of us. For Rebeccathjue, there's Block B, mainly Kyung, and a slight bit of Infinite's Dongwoo. As for me, it's all about BTS, mainly Jimin & Jin. (Gosh, *faint*.) I'd ask for you to check it out and give us a chance, we'd highly appreciate this!

 

Now for the future. Well, I don't really have anything planned out for the future. Maybe getting a job involving me to sit on my fat, lazy all day. I'm just joking. I'm currently studying to become some kind of a nurse, so I hope to make this my future. But as I don't really have any dreams or things I have to do, it may change one day or another. For on this site, I wish to make many friends and write many stories, I would love for people to read- and actually enjoy them. Isn't that the whole point of this site? Sharing your fan-fictions so that others can enjoy reading them. I'd wish for people not to forget this.

 

I think I've ranted enough about all this.. I'm also very impressed if you've come this far as I never really intended to write- or post any of this, but I guess it feels good to let out my feelings once in a while. So why not here? Where I'm sort off undercover, I mean anonymously. Also, I've noticed that I haven't been talking very positively here, but don't get me wrong, I don't mean it in a bad way. I'm actually a nice person! (Trust me!) But like I've said before, it feels good to let out my feelings once in a while. 

Alright, I should really cut off now or else I'll end up in another rant! Thank you for reading!

 

Sincerely,

 

Mia.

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Dreamfordreams
#1
Some people are just really stupid. Because they can't handle their on their own they send their whole army of subscribers to you to knock you down while you didn't even do anything. So mature. I used to use manga's and stuff too for my stories, wrote sequels or just totally different stories with just the characters (because let's face it, that's basically what fanfiction is). Ugh, I feel your frustrations. Just ignore them stupid people, you're better that them ;)