hey guys :) 

I know it's been a long time since I update or write a blog.

but there is a big war in my country which I don't know if you heard of it 'Palestine'

it's been going for 9 days now, you just sit there not knowing if you are going to live for the next day or going to day.

it was really making crazy, not sleeping in the nights because of exploding sounds, not to say that we are in 'Ramadan'

Which a whole month where we don't eat nor drink anything all day till the sun set.

in this month every night we go to 'masjid' where we pray the whole night, it's the beauty of the month but after the war we couldn't go out at all, the hospitals missing blood for the injuries, me and my friends and family members dying to go and give them blood but I'm afraid if I walked out of the house I won't be able to come back.

for now we have at total 191 death and over 2000 injuries.

in Gaza there is a law medical treatment so we need to take them somewhere to treat them but there is no way out.

there have been over 400 destroyed houses, innocent people die every day.

I have seen a baby who is 4 days old die.

I'm feeling hurt knowing I can't do anything but the worst part that the world say Israel is the victim.

really? Is it really the victim? They only have like one death case and 3 injuries, that's all.

in the news they put pictures from victims in Gaza and they claim it's from Israel, WTF??? 

I hope it's all done but before we take revenge for all our death.

all what we want is to live like other people, I have been trying to go to see my parents for the past two months but I couldn't.

is it too much to live like the world? 

two days ago Israel shot a house making 18 member of the family dies, another cases more painful, till when we have to suffer? 

do you imagine spending 15 years building your house spending a huge amount of money to have it destroyed within seconds?

I am just tired :\