I literally JUST wrote this one after my last post. It's a song about giving your all to a man who never had the intentions of doing the same for you despite the warnings of others; about how you realize everyone was right and try to get away when you’ve already fallen and the damage is done; about how he ruins your innocence forever and turns you into himself- a vicious cycle. Personal experience. :(

Can't Love Again

There was a tale told by women young and old

About a devil in blue

Said I’d be unwhole, that he would steal my soul

Didn’t believe it was true

Now I’m falling to the ground

And I can’t pull through

My heart won’t ever make a sound

Because that devil was you

I wanna find out, find out if I can love again

I wanna find out, find out if I can love again

I wanna find out, find out if I can love again

And now I’ve found out, found out that I can’t love again

That I can’t love again

I fought with all my strength to keep you at arm’s length

I did all that I could do

Struggled with all my might to keep that angel’s light

And prove those stories untrue

But now I’ve fallen to the ground

And my halo is skewed

My heart won’t ever make a sound

Now I’m a devil too

I wanna find out, find out if I can love again

And now I’ve found out, found out that I can’t love again

That I can’t love again

That I can’t love again

Gave you my heart, now it won’t beat again, won’t beat again oh no

Gave you my love, I can’t feel it again, feel it again, oh no

I wanna find out, find out if I can love again

I wanna find out, find out if I can love again

And now I’ve found out, found out that I can’t love again

That I can’t love again