the final author's note

So, I've been writing on AFF for a while now and I've come to love it to pieces, but with time, I have also come to realize that it is just not for me.

I've read all of my own stuff, and honestly, I at it. My flow is stunted and disjointed, it's incoherent and just plain awful. I'm not leaving AFF (oh hell no, I can't live without it), I'll just not be writing any longer. It's not that I don't love writing, it's just that I don't want to try anymore

All of my incomplete stories are going to be deleted (probably tomorrow, maybe next week, who knows?), but the complete ones I'll leave up for the sake of it. Let there some rememberance of the once-author Mattokki. For me, this signals the end of something I sincerely loved, and it pains me to discover that I wasn't as good as I thought I was. I am losing a piece of myself, but I know I have to give it up.

So, I guess this is goodbye?

I don't know what I'm going to do, but I guess I'll find out as I go along.

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marmaribeagleslove #1 Jul 29, 2014 05:57:04

It's ok, do what you gotta do ^^ we'll miss your stories though...
Take care author-nim!

probably-sleeping #2 Jul 27, 2014 08:38:00

This is so sad. </3 I love your stories, though. :'( Anyway, hwaiting always author-nim~

xdreammerx #3 Jul 13, 2014 18:30:49

Ohh ;; but if you still love writing, you should continue! Your writing can be improved, and I believe it really will with time, as you write more fics. Or maybe you can take a break and try to pick up writing again sometime ><

Kpopmusic_lover #4 Jul 13, 2014 18:19:38

;(((((( I feel the same way about mine. But you know the more we try the better it gets each time. So don't be sad. I can't even write good story plots or even manage to update even if I'm doing nothing. So anyways I'm glad your not deactivating and still am going to keep reading!! HWAITING!!