It just really ..

To always feel so insecure, so unwanted, so disliked.

I literally am bawling right now because I just can't deal with this anymore.

I hate having to fake being happy all the time because I feel that it's a burden to everyone; but it's okay for me to be put down.

I'm not perfect; I have so many flaws I could pick out right now.

Do people not see that I know that?

I just wish there was someone I could talk to who would actually listen to me.

Because what the most, is that I feel I have no one to turn to anymore.

I'm just going to bed to forget everything right now; but I needed to let this all out.

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babiepeach #1
I feel you too...I just don't know what to do no more......
minnie-jung #2
i feel that too sometime and i know how it feels to feel like that.
i just cant with the world sometime, but still we have to face it and be strong.
idk what kind of courage i should say to you but maybe i can just say for you to be patient, because that's what im doing. But im glad i still have some loyal friends who always listen to me tho<3
anw im here if you want to talk about this, good luck!
annabelle7 #3
Even though we're world apart, i'm willing to listen to u.u sound very depressed, smile a bit
airia81 #4
You need a bowl of icecream and your favorite chocolate!! When I feel depressed I always eat my favorite junk food, just don't eat too much of it though! You can always come here and talk to us about it, though we can't be there in person but we are here for you online!!
clang2 #5
that's okay, you can always talk to us about anything =) we're always here for you chingu ^^ fighting !!!
ParkMiyoung #6
Honey, you need to get some help. This doesn't sound good :(
You could always talk to me but there's only so much I can do from all the way here...but don't be too hard on yourself! People can be very mean and when they are jealous of someone or aren't happy who they are themselves, they tend to try and make that person or just someone randomly miserably. It's cruel, but you gotta know there's nothing wrong with you. Listen to Pink's Perfect, she explains all I want to say to you now! Cheer up and never think you're a burden or anything.
rumourhasit12 #7
I more of the listener and i know that we're strangers but I could always listen if you want. :) i hope you're okay now :)
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