OPINIONS NEEDED. Weird Dream? Why do we dream?
What does it mean when you dream? When you dream of your crush whom you thought you have forgotten for quite some time already since you no longer think of him? But suddenly he pops back out in your dream for no reason? Someone please explain this to me.
Well, I'm a first year student and I have this small little crush on a second year senior from another faculty. I'm Chinese but believe me.. he's Ibanese? Haha! I know, I always crush on seniors who are NOT CHINESE! Well, if I were to talk about my crush it's never going to end but I just want everybody to know he's really nice, at least I think that he is. Although I found out that he knows almost nothing but that doesn't matter I guess? He can't swim, he can't cycle and he can't drive. But that's okay right? I mean I can always teach him.. if he wants me to.. I would gladly volunteer since he's being such a nice senior. However, I don't know if it's me or that the fact he's just like other guys who hurt girls that like them unknowingly?
I had even asked other people if he has a girlfriend at least I know when to stop myself from over infatuating over him. However, most of my friends said he shows no sign of having a girlfriend. He's nice to everybody and is always with a bunch of girls and guys.. like a whole group. Then, I discover a picture of him and one of his coursemates sitting together. That picture was romantic and the thought that the girl might be his girlfriend hits me. I was surprised that I wasn't at all hurt or upset at the thought that was in my head in the moment. But then I chose to forget him. We never talked like before anymore. Life went back as usual and I only see him/communicate with him on club matters. Note that he's my club's president. Life turn back normal I guess.. slowly for me.
Now it's the semester break and it's been a month plus since I last talked to him. Since the semester break is here.. I started to read novels that I had left out during the semester and songs that I've been listening to all the time. Everything was fine until last night, when I dreamt about him in my dream. I was pregnant I guess and I didn't have the mood to eat.. and there he was sitting next to me saying this " You got to eat.. The baby in you needs to eat. Come on." I have yet to know the role his played in my dream but it freaks me out to know that I'm pregnant and he's there talking to me.
Opinions anybody? *about to go insane* Thank God it's the semester break!
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