I FREAKING WANT TO SHOT  MYSELF

Teen Top is going to be here in my country in August and I can't go! OTL The first ever kpop concert in my country and I'm not going! What a life I have .-. So sad, I really wanted to see them perform even  if they are not my ultimate group, I like their songs .-. And why I am not going? because I am too late for those tickets, too freaking late. I can't go, I can't go and I can't go. 

Disappointment all over the place.-.

Anyway I'm moving to the city :/ this time is for real an I can't stop it. There are pros and cons, but there's more pros... and the cons are more important to me than the pros (maybe). I mean the pros is that I can get korean things, learn chinese, no frogs or mosquitos, maybe my own room, brand clothes, guitar lessons, korean lessons, literature books because the book store's books of here are so boring, dance club and more. Cons are that I'm far away from my best friends, the frest air :D and that I have to start over as in getting to know people :/ What a long road... I really like my ties here...

And I'm not willing to know new persons...

I think that now I'm not going to be the girl who knows everyone of her grade anymore, now I'm going to be the quiet and unsocial one... Unless I meet kpoppers :D

That's all for now...

Peace!