Hello everyone :)

First and foremost, you're all probably very tired of hearing this over and over from various authors but I feel that it's only right to apologise.

I'm sorry for leaving my chaptered fics like this for so long. 

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I'll write an explaination because I feel you deserve it (seeing as it's almost been a year), but I'll try keep it brief. So basically I got chronically ill and because of the limitations and frustrations this imposed on my life I ended up gradually cut myself off from everything and everyone except for my family. To be honest, AFF and AKP were some of the last things to go. I still wrote a lot, but I was very nervous to post anything. 
Anywho, recently I've realised that I can't live like this. I can't hide from everything for the rest of my life, regardless of my health issues. So I'm slowly trying to intergrate back in, starting with posting here again ^^. I started with my fic rec list, then my long overdue oneshot and now I feel like I'm ready to continue posting my chaptered fics. Don't feel bad for me, I didn't write this for sympathy I just wanted to explain ^^

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So Anyway!

If you want to unsubscribe because you don't remember wtf the stories are then that's fine. I'd do the same thing in this situation so don't feel obliged to stay subscribed.

But!

If you do want to stay subscribed but have forgotten the story for Don't Touch Me So Carelessly then here is a summary :

Chapter 1 - Kibum enters SM and he becomes friendly with Jjong as a trainee.

- Begins to realise that he's attracted to men. He confides in Jonghyun and finally learns to accept himself.

Chapter 2 - Kibum approaches Amber in the SM canteen and begins to befriend her, but Krystal (rudely) interrupts.

- He is sent to a room where he finds out that he will be debuting with Jinki and Taemin. He secretly wishes for Jonghyun to come through the door next. He doesn't. Minho does (trololol). But Jonghyun soon follows after.

Chapter 3 - Upon moving into the dorms Kibum discovers that he finds Jinki annoying but sweet, Taemin shy and too young  and Minho he outright dislikes because he is blunt and he looks at Kibum like he knows all his secrets.

 - Around Jonghyun he feels confused and begins to notice things about him that he never used to (like how skinshippy he is)

 - Amber tells Kibum he has a crush on Jonghyun. He scoffs and brings up Amber's obsession with Krystal's .

 - Kibum gets jealous of Jonghyun spending time with Minho. This coupled with him staring at Jonghyun's lips helps him finally realise that he has feelings for Jonghyun.

Chapter 4 - 3 years later and Kibum still doesn't get on with Minho (but they pretend for the camera), Taemin is a bratty teenager and Kibum is completely in love with an oblivious Jonghyun.

 - He spends a lot of time in f(x)'s dorm and  begins to notice that Krystal gets jealous when he's with Amber. He brings it up but Amber dismisses him

Chapter 5 -  Kibum visits f(x)'s dorm and Amber confides that the members got drunk and Krystal kept her thigh.

 - The SHINee members notice that Jjong has been going out a lot and speculate that he has a girlfriend. One look form Minho tells Kibum that he's figured out that Kibum loves Jonghyun

- Kibum's back at the f(x) dorm and Amber reveals that once again she'd gotten drunk and something happened with Krystal.

Chapter 6 - This chapter is about the night Amber was referring to. Krystal steals Vic's alcohol and convinces Amber to drink it with her.

- They end up drunkenly making out.

Chapter 7 - As Amber finishes telling Kibum this ^ they hear a noise and go downstairs to find that Jessica has come to visit. Jessica accidentally lets slip that Jonghyun is hiding something from Kibum. 

 - Kibum waits up for Jonghyun but he doesn't get home til 3am.

Chapter 8 - Jonghyun is going out and being evasive. Kibum clings harder in fear of loosing him.

 - Jinki reveals to the members that he likes Luna and is going to confess. He does and they become a couple, but in absolute secrecy.

- Kibum is out at the gym practicing for the ISACs. When he comes home three members (minus Jjong) reveal that Jonghyun has been cought by the media dating the actress Shin Sekyung.

Chapter 9 - Shocked, Kibum runs out of the dorms. He is on the verge of breaking down.

 - Jonghyun, blissfully unaware, is having a lovely time at Sekyungs apartment until he eventually decides to go home. 

 - When he gets there he is faced with the wrath of Tae, Jinki and Minho. And also their manager.

Chapter 10 - Kibum, distraught, finds himself at f(x)'s dorm. Amber isn't there so he ends up being comforted (rather unusually) by Krystal.

- He falls asleep on f(x)'s sofa and in the morinng, Taemin calls round to stay with Kibum for the day. They stay in f(x)'s dorm until Taemin coaxes him to come home. Taemin also reveals that he thinks he likes Sulli.

Chapter 11 - When they get back Jjong isn't there. Taemin says he'll swap rooms with Kibum if he's still upset with Jjong. This means Kibum will be rooming with Minho.

- Minho is suprisingly compassionate and comforts Kibum when he breaks down (again). Just before Kibum falls asleep he hears Minho say :  I know what it feels like to fall in love with someone and know you can never have them.

 

 

*Phew* that was pretty long (for a summary). Oops. Oh well, it's still shorter than reading the whole thing again, right?
My habit of making things too long has not changed :P.
I hope that helps ^.^

I won't write a summary for Happiest Day of Your Life because there are only two chapters up so it shouldn't be too  much effort to reread (if you want to.

Thank You!!! Pam xxxxx