Painful

I don’t feel anything
I don’t remember anything
Even though I don’t want to be lonely
Even though I don’t like being alone

Is the past more difficult than dying?
Is it something I don’t want to think about?
Whatever that may be, because I’m alive right now
I want to know the reason

Hey sky, answer me
You have cruelly left me
Making me throw away my last bit of pride
Even if I get angry, I’ll hold it in
I am waiting

I fill up this emptiness that I have without a reason
I’ll drink in the meaningless sadness
Since when was I like this?
I am drunk alone with the song I’m singing all the time
Crying and laughing

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skylit3
#1
that doesn't sound so.. appealing.. what happened? You could alway find someone to talk to :-/
whitewitch98 #2
It sound so heartbroken...
What happened?
Casandra #3
yah! what happen to you..
Bom2ne1
#4
Oppa please Keep fighting