As most of you know, I'm a medical student. And it's the main reason why I haven't been writing much these past few years. 

Balancing my studies, health, sanity and social life has been a struggle and I knew that adding yet another thing (writing) to juggle wouldn't be the smartest thing to do. 

So I had to give it up. Temporarily? I don't know. I have no control of my time anymore.

On my free day, all I do is study.

Even in my sleep, I study.

And that's how it's supposed to be.

I'm no longer the teenager who can just spend all her time typing words in her computer.

It's not just about giving myself a better future. It's also about the people who's future are in my hands.

I must be a great doctor. There's no other option.

You may be disappointed that I'll be gone (indefinitely) but that's just how it is.

Writing releases me from the chains that's holding me back. But it also takes me away from the real world.

I must take responsibility.

Just like it should be.

-Obli

PS. Check this super cute blog. It offers us relatable blog entries. Whenever I read it, I feel like I'm not alone.... like somewhere out there... there's another girl who share the same emotions as I do.

http://findingtherealwonderland.tumblr.com/