hello it's 2:02 am in the morning and my head crawls like crazy.

I can't close my eyes at all @_@ lol no actually I'm sleepy but- I just don't want to sleep yet, idk why.

to be honest I really want to write what happened on my roleplayer's life.

you know it? yap? roleplayer world? being famous nowadays, especially for K-popers. yeah~

I played as Afterschool Lizzy. Nah then don't ask too much why I wrote many fanfics about her here. ofc because I do really love her <3

Ok, let's start.

actually it happened about 1 years 2 months ago.

I used to always sleep late ((oh yeah just like now)) and I found another nocturnal, he's INFINITE Hoya.

I often trolling around with him, he's dorky and sometimes brainless. Yes. He and I just like a bestfriend because we always had time to joke or to tease each other like how bestfriend is.

But in the other side, I'm Myungliz shipper. yeap. underrated shipping. INFINITE L and Afterschool Lizzy.

so I digged up Hoya's timeline and I found 1 myungsoo there.

He's funny and just same like hoya and I. 3 of us had crazy time and always slept late.

until the day when I feel I fell for Hoya, the arrogant guy one.

Haven't I tell you? Hoya has this side. He's kinda arrogant, over-confident, really like to bully me and but yeah- idk maybe that's his charms?

not far from it, Hoya confessed his love to me on May 10th 2013.

we have many un-cute nicknames, we spend our dork times together. but we didn't have that kind of long last love.

we broke up on our 3rd monthsarry. EXACTLY. he dumped me on monthsarry day. really bastard isn't it?

after he disappeared for 2 days. I spammed him a lot of love texts. and he dumped me.

OH god why my life so unfair!!!!! but when he asked for broke up, I just said yes. well- I don't want to look weak in front of him even though I still love him on that time...

ah I almost forgot, after hoya and I dating, myungsoo disappeared he said he was busy but on my birthday he came again!!

he realized that hoya and I just broke up. he send direct message to me and asked if I'm okay.

OH dude, how can I be okay????!?!?!?!

this myungsoo is different with hoya.

Hoya the cruel, arrogant, over-confident, but still fun and smartass guy.

while Myungsoo... he's random, stupid, so idiot but yeah- that makes me so aaargh with him. he's too stupid and too innocent to be described.

Myungsoo told me a lot on that night.

He said he loved me before. but he gave up after he knew that 2 of his bestfriends. his brother and his bestfriend fell in love with each other.

He envied so much with hoya and I relationship.

He dated many girls and then broke up. such a short relationship. until he decided to leave that account and move to another account. he didn't want to see hoya and I again. but after hoya and I broke up, he came again..

But you know on that position, I still love hoya damn freaking much. so stupid. yeah. i know right.

until the day.. 1 week after I broke up with Hoya, Myungsoo confessed to me.

but I said to him already that I still can't forget Hoya that easily.

but Myungsoo said to me that he willing to help me move on little by little.

I just can't describe how precious is this Myungsoo-

so Myungsoo and I started dating on August 18th 2013. on 3rd days we date, Myungsoo and I directly told it to Hoya.

You know, he's still our friend though. Myungsoo's brother. My ex. We used to be bestfriend before and sometimes I hate that fact.

Hoya said to me that's he was surprised by it and then he said he's okay. he said the same to Myungsoo.

day after day, Myungsoo and I getting stronger.

Myungsoo always gave me his time. always.

I trust Myungsoo at all. we even exchange passwords. we made new accounts together lol stupid yet honest and fun.

we don't have anything to hide for.

Until the day on hoya's birthday. He sent me direct message.

He said sorry towards me because he always made me upset, cried, mad and so on.

He said that he wasn't okay when I started dating with Myungsoo but he pretended to be okay.

He even tweeted that he wish he could turn back the time, duh babo.

well everything happened already. and do you know what do i feel...... hahahahahahaha. enough.

I told this to Myungsoo and he just agreed it. ofc- he must feel sorry for everything that he had done.

day after day, this playboy Hoya have many girlfriends already. date, broke up, date, broke up. yeah just like that.

while me, still stuck with this stupid guy named myungsoo lol.

3 of us still bestfriend until now though. there's nothing awkward between us.

Hoya and I who always bully each other. Myungsoo and Hoya with their random convos. Myungsoo and I who sometimes lovey dovey yet being dork together.

right now, myungsoo and I just celebrated 10th monthsarry a few days ago. we fought so many times, almost broke up many times but in the end we still clingy to each other, regret everything and end up with hug each other again.

until one day I dreamed about hoya. I send dm to him and told everything and yeah- something bad just happened to him ((something I can't explain here))

is it a coincidence?

start from it, we talked through dm again.

we talked a lot. we shared a lot.

and it feels like I digged up my own grave.

and for your information, in this time I spend much time with hoya than myungsoo because myungsoo was busy, in the midnight he always mad at me without reasons lol funny meanwhile in the other side hoya getting closer again to me. life's nature.

I asked Hoya why he still single until now though many girls love him. You know this playboy hoya has this kind of charisma~

he said that he can't moved on yet. yes. from me. I don't know he was lying or whatever. maybe something just entered his soul.

and then I asked hoya again, how if I don't have myungsoo right now? he answered that he'll ask me to comeback to him again.

oooh.

day after day, I can't keep any secrets from myungsoo, so I told him everything.

I yelled to him to stop mad at me, stop leaving me too long again.

and yes myungsoo started to mad again, like always. this stubborn baby is nagging.

I said to myungsoo, "if you leave me for 1sec again, someone will catch me right away." and he asked who is it.

I told him, the one and only one.

"hoya" he said straight away.

I know this hoya is myungsoo's biggest rival since I really loved him back then. but now, i do really love myungsoo without any exception.

I just wonder why he not like he always used to be. I don't know. maybe we're too tired, too bored or feel enough by our fought everyday.

in this case myungsoo doesn't have any confidence, he keep asked me to back to hoya because he's feeling not good enough for me.

DUH.

I feel like wanna bang these guys head to each other.

but until now, I still get along with myungsoo like usual. I do still love him of course.

nah and the day I found hoya's another account. he has couple on that account and then I wonder what did he say the last time was true? or?

I don't know. I don't really want to know.

as long as I'm with myungsoo now. the one who give me all of his time.

although until now I still talk, bully and tease each other with Hoya.

who knows about this tomorrow. none knows.

 

 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA DRAMATICALLY AHAHHHAHAHAHA LIKE I REALLY WANT TO HUG MY LAPTOP RIGHT NOW!!!

anyway right now is 2:44 am. COOL, RIGHT?

actually I really want to write this into fanfiction but yeah- it's kinda difficult :"| and especially, I can't arrange for the ending pssssst.

OKAY THEN.

GOOD NIGHT TO MORNING <3