So i just finished watching episode 7 of roommate.

I can't explain how happy i was when i saw sehun, d.o, and kai.

But when Baekhyun with Suho came to the picture, tears just started to form when I saw him smile.

That god ing dazzling smile, my heart just felt pain.

I can't help bit feel helpless and i tend to scold myself from being so dramatic about this.

This is the first time a bias of mine publicized a relationship or even rumored to be in a relationship.

I just don't get it why i feel so broken with this issue.

I congratulate baek about his love life but i can't feel happy for him.

I'm a selfish fan girl that doesn't even know what her bias looks like in person.

When i saw the preview for the next ep i just clenched my insides.

Just looking at his sillouette.

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