Hey hey! Hope nobody reads this cause im gonna pour out my feelings. So basically about his whole baekyeon thing, it got me by surprise. I mean i was tired out of helping my sis move things in her new house and i wanted to check insta and i was greeted with baekyeon relationahip news. Honestly, i was devastated because

1. Baekhyun is my bias and ive been having this craze about him.

2.isnt sm strict with their dating policy?

3. Fangirls obviously have their own fantasies of being married or even getting your own bias to notice you.

4. Isnt It kinda early for someone who just debuted to date.

So, being the emotional person i am, i actually teared a lot sobbing in a corner while keeping it low. But glad that i stopped and distracted myself with more work while cleaning the house. On my way back in the cab, i was also on an emotional breakdown. Just tearin again and i talked to my bestie. Love her so much cause no matter how pathetic i am, she is always there for me and she made me realize that ive beentoo caught up in my own fantasies. So i wasnt that of a supperter but i looked at more tweets about "fans" bashing both tae unnie and b oppa! I mean yes i am kinda upset my bias got attached but why must you bash them!? Ots not like they can control their feelings. I can say that i am also selfish but hey, b oppa got his ideal girl and there is nothing more he could ever ask for. And another thing that got me realizing i matured was when i started dedending baekyeon and i didnt leave and turn my back in b oppa just cause he is in a relationship. Though its still kinda warly to be dating when you are an idol but yeah. Really happy for him and will always supper him! I would take sometime to like baekyeon and fully apporve of it but hey at least im not cursing you guys to break up. I truly support you guys cause everyone deserves happiness which includes my b oppa. So yay me for maturing to the next level and hope they can last long and take care of each other.

sincerely from the bottom of my heart❤️(Still under repair works)

Ps; if fans were to theow oreos at tae unnie and you manage to catch, just eat it cause you like them! 😝😋