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You heard about baek and taeng right?

I guess you are

Well, the news really have an impact on me. Bigger impact than khunfany. I feel like going to crazy after I read the news. Can you imagine it? You wake up and read that your idol dating. BANG! 

Even my grandmother and my aunt said that I'm crazy. I cried too. Gosh, I know that she's not gay. I know. And me too. But I'm too attached to her since 2012. It's not a long time, but I follow her every steps since then.

Guess that there's more fan that become a fan longer than me. Who am I? I'm only a young girl who have nothing. No money or fame. I'm only one of her fangirls. And then baekhyun come and make every fan jealous. 

The fanboy become the boyfriend, like a living fanfic. Hahaha.. guess it will never be the same again here in the fandom. I thought I know everything but I know nothing. Nobody perfect so do I. But I hope their relationship will make both of them happier. 

Baekhyun, You lucky bastard! Make her happy and you're safe. SONE is mature enough for this issue, I hope. And I'll try to let her go. Move one, step by step. And till the time I can meet her personally to tell what I felt before. Congrats BaekYeon.

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lissamary
#1
We are in the same boat :') Tbh, I never expected myself to be affected by any idol's dating scandal but then Baekyeon came like a wrecking ball and I was like dahell. I ended up throwing and slamming a few things because I was genuinely depressed back then lol. Luckily, I got over it quickly and now I'm cool about it haha. Baek is one lucky man, hopefully he'll make Tae happy :D And I swear that I'm gonna be so upset if the relationship didn't last long
farewellcinema
#2
I guess you're not the only one torn up about it. Half the fandom is freaking out and the other half is happy. It's good that you seem mature enough to handle the issue. Like you said, take one step at a time. It's never easy for fans to accept such news but there's no other way around it. At least you're not part of the group giving Baek/Taeng hate just because they're dating.

No matter what, just remember there's so much more to life and many things to look forward to. :)