IGNORE ME juseyo :(

Why am i so unfortunate? Everytime i try to make friends,they all end up leaving me.. I attempted more than 5 times,.and the result's still the same,. I may appear strong with my never-disappearing poker face ,but deep down,.im dying out of jealousy for they all had friends to talk to,,to share their troubles with, and to laugh their hearts out.. I had to write this,like,.really,i've been keepin' this for quite a while,and if i have to keep this any longer,. I SWEAR! Im goin' to BURST. If that's even possible.duh. HELP ME GOD -_-

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-skylining
#1
I know how u feel buddy. Stay strong! If u need anyone to talk to, im here ^^ smile!
bulblover #2
i know how that feels like. I hold this aura around me that people are often scared of me... i actually didn't do anything. I was just being my quiet self. But... idk people are still scared. Once i got some who seem to want to befriend me, turned out they're backstabbers. they hate me for taking the first rank at class and so their 'leader' wants to know how i did it. that's basically why they try to be closer with me. then i got close with this two people, but one of them actually has her own gang and of course, prioritize them more than me, i understand that. but this other one, well she's nice and closest to me, but she has this selfishness that make me frustated. maybe it was just me. maybe it was just because i'm so negative, i don't know... i just think that maybe i'm bound to be alone forever
lilyraybay
#3
good luck to you to find understanding freinds or aquaintance
v-kookiee #4
using mobile...ugh so many typos
v-kookiee #5
I FEEL YOU!! LIKE REALLY! Even my 2 bffs i hang out ryt now... They wonlt wait for me and go elsewhere on their own and chase their crush, like WTF?!?! They want attention to the new school hearthrob (he's in our class) during lunch, she (one of my 'bff') wojld srsly eay lunch with HIM and my other bff would go somewhere, and i was left alone -______-
Qiuhas
#6
Hey we can be friend if you want.
myungsoo-bun
#7
I FEEL YOU. my friend always left me hanging like a loner , but that was back then. I have better friends now :D you should try to talk to more peoples , who knows they might be your bff?;) or we could be friends~:D
yixingexo
#8
Stay calm and keep your head up! ^^
One day everything will go right for you! (:
RiksiRixa
#9
Don't worry. If school just started, you'll eventually fins your friends. In my case, I became close with them when I was already in second year.. If not, then we're here for you. :)
yourpopcorngirl
#10
Are you in high school or in college?
When I was a fourth year high school student, I have old classmates but we're not that close so I was alone for the first weeks of school. I tried getting along as well, but like your experience, I was always left alone after talking with them for some time. Whenever I see my new classmates being friends with each other already, I was like "Why is it that they're friends but I'm not?"
I was always like that. I have many bully classmates. They're like the boss of all foolishness. I would just laugh when they do crazy things but then that's it. They're still not my friends.

But on the 2nd to 3rd weeks, they are already my friends. Some. Some, it took some months before I got to be friends with them. It will only take time. Wait, Filipino ka ba? If you are Filipino, we can talk on pm I guess. :) Because I've been there and it was an experience I can share to you.. :) If you're only interested to know what I've been through tho.
Annieland
#11
Totally understand you:( my friends all got marry and have kids! They like different things and tend to ignore me sometimes because I love kpop and korea in general! Why is people so damn racist sometimes??
KISSmeSooVin598
#12
I know how you feel ^^. Well, we're here if you need anything :D
Nami98
#13
I totally get you bro. Just so you know, I LOVE YOU<3
byunharuee #14
Did you ever tell them you are feeling this way?

And it may not be the same, but you have friends online that you can also talk to.