I've hated you since i was a little kid since you brought me alot of misery and bullied me alot but i never, ever would hate you to the extent of wanting you dead
No matter what paths you had chosen throughout the years, despite them being the most stupid decisions ever, you do know that in no real way can we hate you right?
Family is family and yes i agree that you are the worst person to trust ever (Im still not forgiving you for being the reason my ipad and speakers got stolen) but we all still (deep down) care about you
Well, i do atleast
Funny right? I always annoy you and make you look bad infront of your friends and scream at you and stuff yet i think im the only once who seems to decently care about you (Well, my grandma does as well but you're her son) 
Urg why the hell am i even writing this? If you read it you would probably laugh and call me weird. 
I hate you so much (i think i've said that alot..yep)
Just. Dont do stupid things to yourself. Dont say like "no one cares about me anymore"
Yes, we all might hate you for your stupid decisions and how you never friking learn from anything but that does NOT under any circumstances mean we dont care about you (well. For me anyways)
When i saw you with the scars, i had mixed-feelings.
I was terrified of seeing it
I was depressed that you did so to such an extent you could have lost your life
And i was frustrated at you for taking such a risk. 
You are stronger person than that and even though it seems i barely know you, the person i knew as a kid would not have been weak at such a state.
I may not know you well but i know you enough 
Just, stop these stupid acts. Please stop all this foolishness and just change for the better.
Please