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Hi guys... just want to tell you something about today which is unfortunately my worst day ever and practically yellin everywhere. So if you can't handle cursing or what so ever, please close this blog NOW.

Okay then, it started like in the afternoon almost evening, at 3/4 p.m. West Indonesia time zone (+7). We were in the 'knowing the world of work' program and our task then is to sort files. When we were doing that, one of us (let's just say her name is M ) asked me about my extracurricular.  I answered her then... the whole nightmare began.

She and her friend practically made that as a JOKE! They even joking about me liking my sensei who is totally older that me. He is practically in his 40s, for god sake! Well, if my sensei is Eli, I'll think about it but this... seriously.

They were laughing and teased me a lot and I just shut my mouth up. I actually wanted to scream my lungs out and yell to them to tell them how I felt. I mean, come on...that is not even funny. Yet, they still freakin laughing because of it. One more info, they litteraly freakin OLDER than me yet I already show them that I'm uncomfortable with the talking and they didn't notice.  They sitting RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME FOR GOD SAKE!!!!

But I didn't yell. Why? Since I'm in this FREAKIN OFFICE and there's a lot of workers there. If I did, not only my name, but also my school's name and my family's name is in stake right there. And that M girl is one of the girls who yold me to change my first attitude which is like 'I don't care about you' kind of attitude. How can I change my attitude if she act like that in front of me? And they can't FREAKIN STOP!!! URGH, MY HEAD IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE WITH ANGER!! *flipping tables*

Sometimes I think, why I have to be so kind? Why can't I be a nonchalant girl who love to kill everyone who pissedd her off? I literally think about that, don't think that I just exaggerating it. Why? 

Hhh.. just... sorry if this blog post is kind of ruin your hapoiness and so on. I just need to tell someone and... my mom is on a one day trip and she will come home in four hours and I can't wait that long. I know, such an impatient girl ^^". Anyway, thanks for you who reading this and please tell me how to make me 'immune' from their teasings since I've been teased like that since third grade and I still didn't know how to make them stop. Once again, thanks and sorry *bow*. VB'

s out guys (^^)/

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