Bye, mom...

So. My mom recently passed away last May 10. As you may or may not have noticed, I didn't really go online the past month and that is the reason. No need to say "I'm sorry for your loss" because you don't have to be. I lost a mom but I didn't lose her forever. I actually had a dream about her a few nights ago and it was her visiting me. You may choose to not believe it and that's okay. In that dream, she said she was on her way to heaven. I asked her why she isn't there yet and she said it isn't time. I hugged my mom in the dream and I'm happy now. I'm happy I saw her again in my dream. I'm not sad, I'm happy. She suffered from cancer the past 3 years and the suffering has stopped. I'm happy to know she won't complain about the pain or have struggle breathing. My mom is a devoted Catholic so I know she's where she belongs and she's happier now. 

It will be difficult because my mom and I share birthdays. She's March 17, I'm March 18. We always got double birthday desserts at restaurants and would celebrate our birthdays together. I'm going to miss that... 

Thank you to anyone that reads this.

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sakura9842 #1
i just read the first line and i didn't want to read anymore because i know i'll be gutted and i know things like these are sensitive and i feel awkward about what to tell you..............only know that you might not know me or some of us here in aff but we're there for you and will always be there. so if you feel like talking, even if its nonsense, dont hesitate. we'll do whatever we can can to make you feel well, if not happy. Love you darling.
nonamereader01 #2
It's hard..
But, I know you are strong enough to face it. Author fighting!!
She's in better place with God, she won't feel pain anymore and God knows what the best for her. If you miss her, just remember, she always living in your heart X)
Author fighting!! ^_^
MysteryW #3
She's strong and God loves her. May God bless you.
kawaiifanboy77 #4
This is so sad and heartbreaking. I feel very sorry for you. Please be strong. Your mom will be proud of you. Most people said, don't think too much about the loss one or he/she won't be so peaceful resting. I still want to say sorry for your loss eventhough you won't let us. I hope you have a better day!
goldenkimono #5
My first instinct was to say "I'm sorry", but you said that's not needed. I do believe in the dream, and I'm glad she spoke to you. And no longer suffering... That's good. No one deserves to suffer, especially for so long. As long as she's at peace now, that's all that matters.
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