I'm a roleplayer, I started roleplaying last year. It was the first roleplay I've ever join. So there's someone who I liked. He's roleplaying as Kim Joon Myeon (Suho). We were close. Until I had to go on a hiatus. Actually I hiatus-ed the whole year. Then only on May 2014 I started roleplaying again. But a different roleplay. So some of roleplayers in this new roleplay was from the old roleplay. They were spazzing about how they miss the old roleplay. Then I realized that I was from that old roleplay too. That's when I started to remember the moments where I wasn't hiatus-ing yet. And I remembered about Kim Joon Myeon. I really miss him. I asked everyone in the new roleplay about him and they told me little bits of what happened to him when I was on hiatus. I searched for him at the old roleplay but he wasn't roleplaying anymore. They said he left cause he's busy. T_T Imagine how I felt. I tried really hard to find him but I already lost him. What do I do? I missed him. His jokes. Eventhough I'm not sure whether he will pick Kim Joon Myeon or not when he's starting to roleplaying again, but I will always be aware and spy on every Kim Joon Myeon in every roleplays. I hope I can find him someday. I wondered if he thinks of me and missed me too? I wonder if he has ever felt the same?