Reasons why I delete my fanfic and my insecurities

Hallo hallo~^^ Long time no blog! :) Haha anyway to those who wanted to know why I deleted my fanfic (That Black Notebook), there's actually two reasons. One, bad memories about last year's events/happennings and something personal. Two, because of someone (We're friends in rl but not in AFF). She has two complete fanfics and a cover group (A singing cover group not a dancing cover group). I think she is better than me. She has a nice voice, she is pretty, she is thin, knows how to rap, to make it short, she is more talented and better than me. Aish...My insecurities...>< I always compare myself to other people and I easily lose confidence. Haha... I think this is so much info. Hehe everyone I'm sorry for wasting your time. :) *bows 90 degrees*

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qingzhu #1 May 25, 2014 10:48:40

I just now read this and I can totally relate because I feel like my writing skills aren't the best compared to my friends nor are my looks or anything about myself. I feel like I'm talentless and I should probably be giving you a positive advice or something, but I can't even give advice to myself. Just wanted to tell you that you're not alone

candicane #2 May 23, 2014 07:40:03

i have a nice good inspirational quote from adolf hitler lol
"if you compare yourself to other, then you are insulting yourself"

kpopluver123 #3 May 23, 2014 07:29:11

YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! (we're not close) but still!! Don't think so lowly of yo self!! Just cherish how you are now, because everyone is different. Because remember, life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain. :) hopefully you'll feel better and stuff hehe