ugh. it's been a while since i've been online. like on this site for more than a few hours. i don't know. i was kind of affected (whether i wanted to admit it or not) with kris' withdrawal from exo. i doesn't feel real. like it was just a very bad joke. so for the past couple of days after that bomb, i threw myself into my bed and didn't turn my laptop on for a while. i finally started reading Insurgent. and now i'm back and i think i kind of prepared myself for kris' official statement about leaving exo. and i'm okay with it. as long as what he's doing is what he believes and knows that it's good for him, then i'm okay with it. though it'll be kind of awkward seeing the space beside chanyeol whenever they have pictures taken. and it's kinda sad because i started shipping KriSoo too. they're just cute, please don't kill me. i've also been writing a new fic. on my notebook. i don't have the courage to post it up here yet. because, i'm serious about it. i want it to be good. i just hope i don't lose interest. i usuallly lose it fast, because i am a forgetful person. and i also have to catch up with the fics i'm supposed to read. huhuhuh, i'm sorry for missing out. 

kris leaving. it doesn't feel real. KriSoo, my ship.