My high school season is officially over, and I have one more day set for two finals then I'll be done with school for the time. I'm not concerned about those finals so I am beginning to work on stories again. As a matter of fact, as soon as I finish this post I will set out and finish one of the stories weighing heavely on my mind and my heart. 

As for why I am sad, I have a feeling that I may be bipolar, though I don't know for sure and it's something I'll probably never know. I wake up a lot of times drowning in this unknown sadness and for a long time I keep pushing it away, but it's back and I just don't have the strength to bury it away. I'm usually a happy person, or so people think, so I can't talk about it to anybody because they just won't believe me. Don't worry, I have never thought of resorting to self-harm or anything like that. But anyways, I'm sad therefore I will write.

Yes, I have heard about the whole Kris and Exo situation. I woke up one morning, checked my kpop news feed and almost threw up from reading that he is suing the company. I have been talking it over with my friend, and I've been on tumblr trying to keep up with everything. The whole situation breaks my heart because Kris is the reason why I paid attention to Exo and why I fell in love with them. And I was struggling with it for awhile, but then I went for a long run (which is what I do when something is upsetting me) and I realized that even if he leaves Exo, though it's looking that way; there's a slim chance he won't,I know he'll be successful in what ever he does, as with Exo. So as much as I want them to remain as 12, I will whole-heartedly support all them in no matter what they do.

As for the Krishan otp, and Krishun, and Krischen, I was whining to my friend about how am I supposed to ship this couple when one of them is FREAKING MISSING. But I realized, that if you have something so beautiful, whether it be a romantic relationship, a close friendship, etc. You'll find your way back to them. Fun tidbit about me, I'm straight as a wooden post (like I loveeee guys) but I have one flaw about that: I'm in love with my best friend, and I told her last year, and we didn't talk for awhile. I think she was shocked, and didn't know what to do and I was hurt because I felt like she betrayed our 6 years of friendship over that, but this year we're closer than ever. If somebody makes that strong of in impact in your life, you'll be drawn to them again, and again, and again.

I will forever ship them. I will not stop writing about them, especially because that's like letting SM win. They're going to want to try to erase Kris if he doesn't come back, and by not writing, it's like I'm helping them win. And I hate SM with everything in me. Everything amazing that they create, they destroy. This is like my small rebellion against them. You can chose whether you read them or not, that is up to you 100%, I'm just saying, that you can always come back and find Krishan stories. I will continue to write about them, probably until I'm done writing. Period. Like never agan.

Okay, done with my rant. I'll get hopping to that story now! Hopefully, see ya soonnnnnn! <3