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My life basically . <-- Teen drama cliche.
Nah, really. My life is unimaginally ed up. How do I end it? Haha. I really want to. I'm just sick and tired of breathing.
Yes, I'm being insensitive and overly-dramatic. Well.. Can you blame me?
I live with my mom (paralyzed for 7 years), my brother (5000% annoying but is my only friend...sometimes), my cousin (jerk and a ), my uncle (smells like cheap cigarette 24/7), my great grandpa (also a ), and of course, my hellspawn aunt and grandma....a.k.a, my tormentors. [I have a dad, okay? He doesn't live with us. He left our house because of my aunt and grandma and the rest of my mom's extended family. He left me and my brother with them so he can escape them. Nice, right? Now all eyes are on me. And not in a good way.]
Here's the thing. My grandma had my mom when she was like.. 19y/o. She eloped with my granpa 'cause her parents don't approve of their relationship (yes, typical TV drama ). So now that I'm 19.. She's ing on me about getting pregnant. First, I don't have a boyfriend. A girlfriend, yes. Good luck on getting me preggers. -.- Next, there's this guy, a really close friend whom I call 'appa' or 'dad'. He really is like a father to me. I've only known him for 4 or 5 years but he treats me more like a real blood relative than my ed-up ones. He doesn't have a lot of money but he always gives me presents (pretty shady but no). I know there's nothing "fishy" about the presents thing 'cause he has a girlfriend. And I'm sooooo not his type. I've seen or met all of his past girlfriends and the present one, and I'm so not his caliber. Haha. Going back... My twisted grandma kept thinking I'm having with my metaphorical dad in exchange of those presents (and money). In short, she thinks I'm a hooker.
How sweet, right?
Why are grown-ups like this? I'm old enough. I know what's right and wrong. I know when to stop myself from completely ruining my life.
All I ever wanted was to be happy. But.. Instead, I get this. A ed-up life. :)
Nah, really. My life is unimaginally ed up. How do I end it? Haha. I really want to. I'm just sick and tired of breathing.
Yes, I'm being insensitive and overly-dramatic. Well.. Can you blame me?
I live with my mom (paralyzed for 7 years), my brother (5000% annoying but is my only friend...sometimes), my cousin (jerk and a ), my uncle (smells like cheap cigarette 24/7), my great grandpa (also a ), and of course, my hellspawn aunt and grandma....a.k.a, my tormentors. [I have a dad, okay? He doesn't live with us. He left our house because of my aunt and grandma and the rest of my mom's extended family. He left me and my brother with them so he can escape them. Nice, right? Now all eyes are on me. And not in a good way.]
Here's the thing. My grandma had my mom when she was like.. 19y/o. She eloped with my granpa 'cause her parents don't approve of their relationship (yes, typical TV drama ). So now that I'm 19.. She's ing on me about getting pregnant. First, I don't have a boyfriend. A girlfriend, yes. Good luck on getting me preggers. -.- Next, there's this guy, a really close friend whom I call 'appa' or 'dad'. He really is like a father to me. I've only known him for 4 or 5 years but he treats me more like a real blood relative than my ed-up ones. He doesn't have a lot of money but he always gives me presents (pretty shady but no). I know there's nothing "fishy" about the presents thing 'cause he has a girlfriend. And I'm sooooo not his type. I've seen or met all of his past girlfriends and the present one, and I'm so not his caliber. Haha. Going back... My twisted grandma kept thinking I'm having with my metaphorical dad in exchange of those presents (and money). In short, she thinks I'm a hooker.
How sweet, right?
Why are grown-ups like this? I'm old enough. I know what's right and wrong. I know when to stop myself from completely ruining my life.
All I ever wanted was to be happy. But.. Instead, I get this. A ed-up life. :)
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