My heart breaks

         I heard the news about Kris' plan for a lawsuit against SM. This wouldn't be a first for SM, since they've dealt with a case similar to this one before but it's just super heartbreaking to even think of the possibility that Yi Fan is leaving EXO. EXOstans became a fan of the EXO that had 12 members and if that EXO would lose 1 member, I don't think fans can take this lightly. Even now that the lawsuit has not been confirmed yet, many fans from all over the world are reacting, how much more if it were true? SM has broken a lot of hearts when they let JYJ go from its original group, DBSK. It broke more hearts when they let Hangeng of SuJu go, too. Now that this issue has surfaced, SM is on the verge of breaking more hearts. It's breaking mine. I can't bring myself to hate on SM because if I do, I just let myself admit that maybe they're not going to do anything about it and let Kris leave. In my heart, I want them to take Kris back and apologize, for whatever it is that they did that's making him want to. I can't bring myself to hate them yet, because that means I accept that Kris really is leaving. Aiiishh. Eottokhae, EXOstans? Eottokhae?! This is breaking my heart and I know I'm not the only one but I feel so helpless. I guess the only thing I, and the rest of EXOstans CAN do is pray. Pray that in the end, both parties can work it out. I can't pray for Kris to just deal with SM if he really can't take it anymore, because I would be a bad fan if I do so. I should be just happy for him if he gets what he wants in the end after this issue dissolves but when I think about the EXO I fell in love with... I can't bring myself to. Not if it means him having to separate with the 11 boys he became close to. I can't imagine how the rest of the boys are feeling about this, too. It breaks my heart to even think about how they must be feeling right now. As a fan, I just want to help Kris and the others stay strong throughout all this. *sigh* I'm having mixed emotions about all this (but I have to tell you that all the feelings mixing are negative. :'((().. I'm sure most of us are. I just wish that in the end, SME will finally learn. As much as I love their artists, I can bring myself to love the company if this is what I always encounter. Gosh, this really hurts. 3 I'll just pray for the best, for Kris, and the others (Kyungsoo, Yixing, Luhan, Minseok, Jongdae, Baekhyum, Chanyeol, Sehun, Jongin, Joonmyeon and Zitao). I LOVE YOU OPPAS. SARANGHAE. 

 

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