Hey guys~

I just got into a fight with my friend and for some of you, you know how it feels when you get into a fight with your friend, sister or bestfriend. Well...terisa_inspirit is my sister/bestfriend, she is younger than me and I got into a fight with her. 

I wish at times, she would understand how I feel but...being the older sister of her, I need to put myself aside and put her first. I really wish we didn't fight but some of it is partly my fault. I tested her and she lost some trust in me but it's partly her fault that she couldn't let it go even though it happened a week ago. 

I have gotten hurt so many times in the past, I have been broken down and I had my trust broken everytime but I forget it. The past is in the past. Crying over it, thinking about it, being mad about it won't solve anything. You can't go back in time and fix your mistakes. All you can do is forget it and move on. 

I remember how my boyfriend harshly dumped me and I remember all the details, I still remember the break-up, but if I cry over it, get mad over it, what's it gonna do for me? Just cause me stress and . I believe getting into a fight with your sister, bestfriend, or friends are healthy because you finally disagreed on something, but if it happens more and more often, you start to question your relationship if it's healthy or not.

I really wish when I get into a fight with my friends, they don't assign all the blame on me. We are both to blame, we are both allowed to be accused and I wish, they would understand how I feel. I undertstand how my friends feel in a fight but they dont bother to acknowledge my feelings. I'm not saying that for all of my friends, but some do. I only have limited friends, I only have 4 best friends. 

HunTy1204, Sehuniee, Terisa_Inspirit and a boy from skype. :)

I'm running out of true friends. But, I plan to keep them. Even though I can't see them, I know they think about me sometime in their life.