What the. I only saw this now omg ;;;

Your handwriting. This letter. Although I can't hold it in my hands (yet?) I still ashdjfkfkldkdksjskshs. It feels so surreal to me now. So personal. So asjdhksjsks

How can I repay you for all these things? I feel like my birthday presents for you weren't good enough ;;;

I..gosh...this is so hard. Like, we're such close friends and we haven't even met yet and I remember crying because of you. Because we share each others' sadness together or because of Infinite or whatever on family and all. And it's so beautiful. Because I telll you sometimes a lot more than I tell my rl friends...

You feel so surreal sometimes. But I know you exist. And I believe in you. That's why we don't necessarily need a forever (cheesy much?) We just believe in this right now and it's okay.
Thank you very much, my favorite person. I love you and love you and love you ~~