I Will Always

It's been days since I last heard your voice,
I'm so sorry saying let's just be friends, believe me, I had no choice.
Now all I hear from my iPod are songs that reminded me of you,
It hurts so much, I wasn't prepared for this. If only I knew.

Our love was so sweet and so everlasting,
But why did we ever end up this way? It's so disappointing.
I keep on thinking that maybe we were wrong and weren't meant for each other.
But then I suddenly realized, I can't keep lying to myself any longer.

See, the truth is, I still love you very much.
What I feel for you is more than infatuation or a crush.
You mean the whole world to me and these songs keep on making me feel empty.
They are the words I can never say out loud, what a pity.

I'm listening to Bi Rain's Love Song,
He made me realize I can't take being away from you all along.
If only life was simple and love was easy,
This whole situation wouldn't have made me crazy.

I miss your laughter and how I can almost here you smile,
I can call anyone I want to but your number is the only one I can't dial.
I know she doesn't want me for you and I know how ed up this all is.
But then you're the only one I just can't help cry over and miss.

The tears you shed were far more than mine,
Believe me, I always ask God for a sign.
A sign that maybe this is just a part of our never ending love story.
But then I'm the one who gives up easily and for that I'm sorry.

Giving up on you is the last thing I'd ever do,
I have always wanted forever with you and you know it's true.
Forever was never on my vocabulary till I met you.
But I guess I need to change my vocabulary because you left. It's over due.

It hurts to think that you can never be mine.
I get hurt a lot when I tell you I'm fine.
Because I can never be fine until you're mine to keep.
Trust me, I never knew I could love you this deep.

 

All I ever wanted was for you to be happy.
Last time I heard from you, you sounded like you were feeling really crappy.

 

I never wanted to be away from you, believe me.

 

Lately I've been thinking how I could tell you these feelings I hide,
Overall I just feel like instead of thinking, all I did was cry.
Voice. My voice has gone away ever since I said let's be forever friends that day.
Even the angels in heaven can never help me take these grievous feelings away.
 

You were, are and forever will be my everything.
Odd how life and love could be so painful and tiring.
Until my last breath, I swear to keep my promise of forever to you.

 

You are the only true love I ever knew.
This is my new promise to you that I forever will keep.
I will never forget you and I will always pray for your happiness before I go to sleep.

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mangaxkpop
#1
It's sad...but beautiful. :)
The emotions can be felt.
Really nice poem. :)