hello there, surprise surprise! nana's here with a life update. what's a life update? everything that happened in nana's life so far, so in short, to keep you updated. i'm not dead yet for all you know. i just miss being on aff. ; w ; don'tchu miss me? it's gonna be long so if you have better things to do, i suggest not to continue. hahahaha.

i'm using my phone to update you about my life so if you see typos or too messy to read, please understand. i'm using mobile data since my internet got cut months ago due to the unpaid bill. haha. so yeah, money is really out at the current time. dad is working but the salary ain't much but hey, we are surviving. Alhamdulillah. and hey, you might not receive any updates from me at all for this year but i can tell you that, if God wills, i might be able to update them fics next year since i'mma be graduating high school end of this year and might get some leisure time to visit the public library for free Wifi next year. so yay! i'm just really dying to write for all of youuuuu. god, i have all of the ideas written in my microsoft word. ;; YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO COPE THE FEELING OF WANTING TO UPDATE FOR ALL OF YOU. yeah, i know. i hate this too but hey, if you could wait years for exo... why can't you wait for me right? lol okay no, i'm not exo. why would you wait for me right? i know. AND YEZ. I IZ HAZ ZEEN LE TEAZER. JONGIN IZ ZO FRIGGIN DELICIOUZ. I IZ KENT. oh god, what am i talking about. i'll fangirl later. i still have a life update to carry on.

okay, so... enough with that sad part. let's go to the happy part. okay, so, i have like this HUUUGEEEEEEEE crush on my classmate. so i like, told it to my bestbestbest friend and she told it to another guy bestie of us who happens to be a bestie of my crush. and he said that my crush is a really good guy and that i should go for it. and i went like no, why would he like a potato like me? right? okay so, my bestie asked for my crush's numb and so i gave it to her and she actually whatsapped him and like his response was something i did not imagine. my bestie told him that i had a crush on him and asked what he thought of me. he said "she's cute, super cute! but i don't feel the same way." okay, you might think that i'm disheartened 'cause he doesn't feel the same way but noooo. get this, my bestie whatsapped him again like three days after and screengrab a conversation of me and her and gave it to him. my bestie had asked what i like about him and so i told her and she gave it to him. and he was speechless, and my bestie told him that she isn't forcing him to like me or anything but to just be by my side 'cause i sorta like changed and she said that i was never this bubbly until he came. and he said, "she's so lovely o_o" and omg, he said i'm lovely! hahahahahaha. my crush said i'm lovely. lol, back to the point. so my bestie told him to just like be by my side eventhough he doesn't reciprocate to my feelings and he replied, "i wish one day i could like her as much as she likes me." somebody give me oxygen. /slapped. and up until now, he hasn't even been awkward with me and in class, he sometimes sits next to me and talk to me like it's okay. well, it is okay but for me it's now. i mean who will be okay if their crush knows that they like them and they're acting as if nothing is wrong. and omg, his dimples! ugh. it kills me when he smiles. haha, lol. okay, i should shut up. and and there was once when we were whatsapping each other and he had to go and said goodnight, he even sent a rose emoticon! ; w ; there was also a time where he said he was coming to school and said to see me at school and even gave a flying kiss emoticon. /nosebleed. I AM NOT OKAY.

alright, fangirl mode: O N.

S C R EEEEEE AAAAAAAAMMMMMSSSSS

I SAW THE FRIGGIN TEASER FOR EXO'S COMEBAEK. OMF. I AM NOT OKAY. I AM OVERDOSE AND YEP, I SAW THEM LIVE PERFORMANCE TOO. THE BODY ROLL AND HIP DANCE BUT CAN WE ALL AGREE THAT THE DANCE MOVES ARE SUAVE LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL IS SUAVE EVEN AND OMFG WUFAN MADE AN INSTA ACC AND I ALREADY DEACTIVATED MINE AND HE DECIDES TO DO IT AND THEY SAID LUHAN HAS ONE TOO AND TAO HAS ONE TOO AND IM HERE LIKE WHY YOU DO AFTER I DEACTIVATE NOT COOL SO I PROLLY GONNA DO A NEW ONE LATER OR SOON OMFG AM I ANNOYING FOR USING CAPS

okay, so... lemme just ask, who in the whole ing galaxy ruined your feels for the comeback?

MINE IS FOREVER JONGIN 'CAUSE HE IS MY HUSBAND AND I JUST GET PREGNANT WITH THAT HAIR OF HIS LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL EVEN HOW IS HAIR A TYPE OF EVEN I JUST KENT AND AND YIXING IS ING GORGEOUS AND MAY WE ALL AGREE THAT GALAXY FANFAN IS ING HOT AND SMEXY AND KRISSISTABLE LIKE WHAT THE HELL I JUST REALLY AM NOT OKAY AND HEY MY FRIENDS AND I ARE PROLLY GONNA DO A REACTION VIDEO WHEN THE MV COMES OUT BUT I AM NOT SO SURE IF IT'LL BE POSTED OR NOT BUT OMF I SWEAR IT WILL BE DAMN GEWD K

hahahahahahahaha, omg. lol okay wow. that sure was annoying ain't it? haha, but hey exo deserves caps k. they gimme feels that i cannot reciprocate. lol wtf. so what else is there about my life? haha, do i even have life now that exo has ruined me? idk ;; omf. i am ed. lol, i think this is pretty much it. i hope you enjoyed reading it. ahahahaha. maybe, lol.

and guys, please comment. i miss talking to you guys ;; i feel so bad leaving you so just talk to me 'cause i don't even remember any of any of you and i feel like so ing bad 'cause i'm a real tard so please oh please for the sake of minseok's , comment below with your introduction and feels of exo and your love for me 'cause alll of meee lovesss alllll of youuu. /throws hearts.

haha, okay. goodbye lovelies. ♥