I am trying to forget what i feel

Im trying to forget who you are

I thought i was succeeding

I though i was winning

But last night clearly says im loosing

There you are again,appearring in my dreams

I was so close to you

I wanted to hug you

But it was you who hugged me first

I was struggling,trying to stop myself from hugging back 

But It feels so real

It feels so good to belong in ur embrace

It feels so warm

I feel so loved

Damn i heard myself say i love you

You answered back and say u love me too

Now,here i am again wide awake

Starting that long painful battle of stopping my heart from loving you

I should have never awaken

when i dream of you again,i wish that nobody wakes me up again.