I seriously wanna cry.

My friend just sent me a link about a VIP confession. It was a first hand experience in encountering the boys- BIGBANG.

The VIP (fan) stalked the boys for almost 2 weeks. She with her friends stalked at YGE and then stalked the members in some bars at hongdae and gangnam. Her revelations was really unbelievable and I can't believe it at first.  I know she's not into degrading the image of the boys or something. She's just sharing her experience.

I know the boys are really working hard and their work has been really stressing. Imagine? Fans swarm over them at the YGE's entrance if given a chance. Well, GD's a bit snob according to her, he doesn't even smile and looks kinda pissed. YB, TOP, and Seungri are kind enough to wave and smile to the fans. They even sign something if given a chance. Daesung has been really rarely seen. Anyways, the thing that most shocked me is how they behaved in the club. I was dissappointed but what can I do, that's their way to forget anything and maybe relieve their stress.

AIGOO~ I was so dissapointed as I read further as she described the things the members did, all I have to do is to understand them. Yes, that's what a good fan can do right? A fan should always be suppportive. They're only humans too who need life of their own. 

And now, I'm really worried about GD. he's like heartbroken or something. All his post in his SNS were all so sad. It's like he's comforting himself or something just to cope up. I really hope he'll be fine soon.

Well, all in all, I just want to let out all of my frustrations. Sorry for ranting. I was really kind of affected about the things I've read. Sorry. Really sorry. TT_TT