First of all, I know that I don't have people subscribing to this blog... I don't really care... I just want to let it out.. And today may not the best time ever because it's April Mop. Believe me, this is not April Mop. oh well... u choose if I lie about this or not :)

I'm having a mental breakdown right now...

I got problems... So many problems.. at home. The place where I should feel safe.

And seriously... I'm thinking about ending everything... literally EVERYTHING!!

This thought always in my minds since last year... it's like a timebomb ready to explode...

It's a matter of time.. wheter I'm ready to do it... and I'm ready to let it all go...

Bye~

Don't worry, it won't distract my fic. I'm still going to write. That's one of the thing I could do to escape all of this.

Thanks.