An interestingly awesome feeling...

I just announced to the world that I love k-pop. This may not seem like a big deal, but for me it is...

You see, ever since I was little I've had this problem with people teasing me and putting me down for being different. I would get insulted for liking something that everyone thought was dumb or didn't understand, and I would be ridiculed for anything that I did slightly "wrong". For me, finding k-pop was actually something that strengthened my resolve in who I was, what I liked, and what I wanted to be.

But, because everyone else I know either doesn't know what it is or thinks its silly, I never really talked about it. I sort of dodged the question when asked what I like. But tonight, I wanted to listen to EXO's, MAMA again for nostalgia's sake. (Plus its freaking awesome!) While listening to it, I realized how much of a difference it has actually made to my life.

K-pop gave me the confidence to start writing again, and it lead me to this site. Through fanfiction I have been able to release my frustrations with my current life. The songs have been helping me get through my parent's rather messy divorce. And it has solidified my resolve in who I am and what I do.

So, nearly two years to the day that I listened to the song that first got me into this wonderfully, crazy world...nearly two years after I listened to that first wonderful song...I have shared that same song on my facebook.

So, BOOHYAH!! Take that all of my facebook friends who really don't care!! XD

      - fandomfriends

 

​On another note...I'm so sorry to all of my readers for not updating. I've been so busy with wedding planning, job hunting, and kind of getting promoted that it's been really hard to find time to write. On top of that I've somehow ended up doing photography for two weddings, and I've been really really depressed and stressed out. Too many bills, and not enough money adds up to crazy times.

But not to fear! I will be updating soon too. ^_^

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park_rara27
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oooh~ you're baaack <3 Good luck on the wedding prep!!! I know it gets crazy >_< and nawww, kpop's been like that for me too. I guess that's why I love it so much ♥
Looking forward for your updates! :)