I am RAGING MAD right now. I am a very musical person (singing, dancing, playing viola and piano...) and my head phones are missing!!!! Ugh!!! I NEED my music on the bus rides in the mornings!!!!! You don't understand!!! I am SURROUNDED by literal IDIOTS!!! I reeeaaaallly need to punch something right now. On top of that I was downloading something when I had to leave so I left my laptop in my room. While I was out, my father came home and LOGS OFF of MY account on a laptop that IS NOT HIS and STOPS MY DOWNLOAD ENTIRELY!! UGH I HATE THAT!!! Then I have all this stress from school work and a chorus field trip coming up and I have to plan for that so I'm just REALLY PISSED OFF!! I AM SO SORRY THAT I AM TAKING TIME FROM YOUR DAY TO MAKE YOU READ ABOUT A HORRIBLE LIFE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO I AM ABSOLUTLY FINE WITH THAT!! UGH I'M JUST SO DONE WITH THE IDIOTS IN THIS WORLD!! I WISH I COULD REST!! I WISH I COULD HAVE PEACE!!!! BUT NO!! THIS WORLD REFUSES TO ALLOW ME TO DO THAT!!!! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ANY MORE!!! IT'S AS IF PLAIN FUN IS BORING AND TO ENJOY LIFE YOU HAVE TO THROW ALL YOUR MORALS OUT THE WINDOW 'CAUSE PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO GROW UP TOO FAST!!! I UNDERSTAND IF THAT IS SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE TO DO!! I HAD TO!! BUT WHEN PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO ACT MATURE BUT ARE THE MOST IMATURE BEINGS ON THE FACE OF THIS PLANET THAT IS SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT!!! YOU DON'T NEED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP TO BE MATURE!!! I'M NOT!! YOU DON'T NEED TO DANCE ON PEOPLE TO PROVE HOW ADULT YOU ARE!!! YOU'RE IN FREAKING MIDDLE SCHOOL!! YOU ONLY HAVE ONE CHILDHOOD!! WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU WANT TO THROW THAT AWAY JUST TO HAVE PEOPLE NOTICE YOU!!??!?!? TO HAVE THESE SO-CALLED "FRIENDS"!!?!?! ARE THEY ACTUALLY GOING TO BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM!?!? CAN YOU REALLY CRY ON THERE SHOULDER!?!? SHOOT!! HOW MUCH DO THEY ACTUALLY KNOW ABOUT YOU!?!?! IS THE LIFE YOU SHOW THEM JUST A LIE!?!?!? WE ALL HAVE ARE SECRETS!! BUT THAT DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO GO AROUND LYING TO OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT YOU DO, HAVE DONE, CAN DO, ARE DOING, HAVE ETC. STOP TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE JEALOUS!! YOU DON'T NEED TO!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE YOU AND FORGET THE REST!!!?!?!?!? SCREW WHAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY ABOUT YOU!!! SOMEONE OUT THERE IS GOING TO LIKE THE REAL YOU AND IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES FOR YOU TO FIND THEM BECAUSE ONE DAY YOU WILL!!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST SEE THAT TRYING TO BE UNIQUE IS WHAT EVERYONE'S DOING SO REALLY, YOU'RE JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. STOP TRYING AND JUST BE YOU!! THERE IS NO ONE EXACTLY LIKE YOU AND THAT IS WHAT MAKE YOU UNIQUE!! STOP TRYING AND JUST BE. BE YOU. BE UNIQUE. BE MATURE. And most of all, just be silent some times. When someone hurts you, forgive them, no matter how hard it is. In the end, it all pays off. Emotional pain, can actually kill you. There really are strings in your heart that tense when you stress. And sometimes, they break....It hurts. It really does, I would know better than anyone....So when someone says that a person died from a broken heart, they really did. You're gonna get hurt, that's a guarantee. But it's up to you to choose how it affects you. Be brave. I'm sorry, for my rant. And thank you to those who actually read this far. I can be a fool sometimes...And a bit ADD. Again, I'm sorry, good night.

~Kaji