Hi guys :)

This is my first time writing this, and the bad thing is that i want to share something upsetting with you guys. Well, i've been stressed out currently with the university application thingy. Well, it's not about me. It's because of my friends. They've been differentiating me from them because i got 4.0 for last sem :( from highschool, there were always some of my friends that would say it's okay for you because you are smart. You can choose any course that you would want without any worries. 

Okay, i know they meant nothing bad. But sometimes, these kind of things get me on my nerves. I would sometimes think twice before i tell them anything about studying or the courses that i'm applying because of 2 reasons. One, they would think i'm boasting. Two, they would say just what i told you up there. Seriously, can't they think of me as just a normal person? I'm not that smart to be compared to other smart students. Sigh.

Maybe some of you would think i'm boasting right now too, but trust me, I'M SERIOUSLY NOT. Actually, i don't really like to stay in the 'smart clique', because i just don't feel right being there. It is as if i'm looking down on my other friends. but i'm getting tired of listening to the same thing ever since i could remember. Really.

Anyway, thanks to those who spent their time to read this crap. I just don't know to tell who about this. So, i ended up writing this here.

Pray for me to make studying as my first priority :) games are really distracting me SERIOUSLY.