AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I really want bang my head to the wall, pull all out of my hair, beat somebody up, trow or break my stuff. I'm reaaallllly frustrated to my everybody except one person in this ing house. I reaaaally want to cry now I'm so mad at them all my anger bundle up right now and I just want to explode. 

Im so tired. Why do live with a bunch of lazy people. I really need to get out of this out before I go crazy. I need a break where I can go by my self. Yesterday my white hair is increasing I'm only 18 and I already have white hair. College and this house is giving me headache. 

I'm really glad that I can control my temper even it's getting to the breaking point where I can't hold it anymore. 

I'm really ranting in here haha I just need to let out all my frustration in here. At least it went down abit.