cutting

I feel so down lately..

I feel like there is no happiness anymore in my life..

Then, i start cutting.. dont know,why.. at firstmit hurt.. but after that.. i feel happy see my blood..

 

Then, my mom notice that i start cutting..

She said to me.. that  im to young to die...

I told her that im not killing myself.. my mom pull me into her hug and ask me what already happend to me?? I told her everything.. after few weeks.. i realized that what i have done before..is wrong.. im to young to play with knife.. 

 

Guess what?? I'm just 13 years old.

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Maknaekid
#1
Sometimes you need to find a reason to live,even if it means lying to yourself.That way it wouldn't seem so cruel,the way world works..
Stay strong beautiful<3
amuchipop
#2
I once being like that bcs of too much pressure and that time I was younger. But then my mom found out and asked me to find something that I could interest in. and I stopped. Remembering I ever did something like this and there are other person who did this make me feel worry. They should distract themselves from the depression. glad to know you stop that. Some people make it as a hobby (and that's horrible).

anyway, as long the cut isn't deep the marks will disappear by it self but some people didn't probably bcs they're too depressed and cut it too deep. I hope you're not like that:(
HavocLight
#3
Cutting and hurting yourself isn't gonna help at all. T.T

I know a friend who also did the same when she was depressed, saying that the feeling of pain somehow makes her a little happy and stuff. But no matter what it was still bad. Like, very very bad. T.T

And you're too young to feel those kind of sadness, you know? You'll face even greater hardships in life and you have to toughen up. Cutting and making yourself bleed is out of the options, okay?

Just don't do it again. Think of other ways to make yourself feel happy, coz hurting yourself isn't definitely one of those. I know I'm in no position to tell you what to do with your life but I'm just really concerned because I had this friend that suffered the same way you did and it's real nasty. T.T

Everything will be fine someday. You just have to patiently wait for it. :))))
Lielee #4
Why are you doing that to yourself? Stay strong! Read your fave fanfics over and over and over again!