Why did I have to watch the ending of Ano Hana even though I KNOW it's going to make me sad?!?!?! Whyyyyy?!?!?!

Oh god.... crying so much... watched it like 100 times and thought I'd watch it today again... and not this?! ahlsdjglk

too much feels to handle... :'c

Just listen to this and cryyyy ;n;