Sooo if you're indonesian you wil know what i mean. In indonesia we have something called LDKS, which is basically leadership training. And my school..like . I have to carry a 60 liter carrier. And it was full of things. And we have to use full black shoes and since i dont have any, i have to cover it with duct tape like mot of my friends did. And we have to use like super big 30x30 nametag. And we were grouped into 15-17 people. My group has 17 people. Like . Theres too many. And we have to create groups jingle too. And we have to asked for our senior's from the student body for signature. And they wont ing give it to us. I have 0 sign. Hufff. And i will go to outer city tomorrow for the training. And all the girls which is around 200 hirla wil sleep in one big room together. And there are almost 300 students in my batch and they only give us 30 minites for 300 people to bath. Idk. I think i will broke down tonorrow. Wish me luck.like super good luck. Im going to need it.