2014.02.24

The Reformation.
I don't know how I feel anymore.
I feel empty. I feel not knowing anymore.
My beloved KII is for the most part safe.
Hey, we even got a good number of members I liked,
But...it's not the same...
What happened to Team S?
Why Sae?
Why Milky?
Why the heck?
I like Boss, but I don't know how much SKE will benefit her.
Team E is great after all.
They got a Tani.
But...it just doesn't feel the same anymore.

Ah, it must be those things... Yea. I must be.

Boku no Peace
My beloved Kizaki Yuria...it seemed that she was fully transferred to Team 4
And a vice captain no less.
Wouldn't the only reason to go to Tokyo be for acting dreams?
Would Team 4 help with that?
I feel like it's taking away one of SKE's important organs to the already decaying group.
I'm sorry to say that about AKB48.
The funny thing is that, at least from a certain survey:
Team 4 was the most satisfactory of the teams in AKB before the shuffle.
So laughable eh...
Yet I can't utter a laugh at all...

Kanon has a concurrency--to the land of lolis she goes.
I didn't even mean to predict that in my fanfiction.
Now I wryly laugh. In the past at least:
B was something like a land of lolis, but this is KIV
I guess it's fine for Non--unless something bad I missed was there

And Takayanagi Akane, my beloved Bird-san.
Giving her a freaking concurrency makes me worry so much.
Okay, she's not captain of KII anymore--Furukawa is.
Luckily, Churi's still in KII.
If not: Akane would probably fall apart...but I might just be worrying too much.
From what I know:
Takayanagi Akane is a sensitive and kind girl
She does her best, likes to sleep, likes birds, and likes ramune
And also: she has a little depressing streak where she messes up once in a while
And that's bad for her health too..
Thus: I worry so much about my beloved Bird-san's health and well-being.

I can't believe it.
Miyazawa Sae is Team S's captain.
What's with that?
Does Sae carry the spirit of SKE?
I know she's a good leader and hard-working genki person,
but... it doesn't work you idiot Akimoto!
Miyazawa is not originally part of SKE
and she still is technically from what I know:
Just a concurrency in SKE48 from SNH.

And...
Saving her for last: My ever so weird oshimen
Matsui Rena-sama...
Oh, how we worry about Jurina's health.
Oh, how we worry about Churi's health.
Oh, Rena-san, we also worry a lot about your health.
Now, now, she's gotten a Nogizaka46 concurrency!
Yay! Now Rena has~~ her extra jobs, SKE48 centering and etc, AKB senbatsu and etc, and now...Nogi46 work!
hahahaaa...Aki-P what are you trying to do? Kill her?
Make her graduate just so she can get some sleep? 
Rena-san actually enjoys work though...
OMG...under that logic... RENA! DON'T WORK YOURSELF TO DEATH!!

Ugh... I wonder what else do I have to say...
Ah, that's right...

The members are actually given the right to say that they don't want the shuffles that they got
But do you think anyone will take the risk?
Girls like Kaotan might, but...I don't know if her words would affect other members...
If one said something, then they could be in deep trouble
Management is a . I think I've noted that before.
Obviously...
Even if a member said anything and they managed to change it:
The management would do their best to throw dirt onto the member.
Maybe just say that girl got kicked from senbatsu because of it.
That girl got less jobs and lots of trouble because of it.
That girl got so little time even if she ranked Elections Senbatsu just like Amina.
That could totally happen,
so why take the risk right?

Thus...I don't see the change happening,
but if it does, I will gladly welcome it....
Selfish of me: I know, but I want Peace back!!
She might not want to and she might...

My greatest dream is to say with the members...
maybe at the end of SKE48's existence
maybe at the peak or some sort of midpoint
'SKE48 is the greatest in the world!'
And have that be completely true.
Even now: everytime they say something like that
I pump my fist and grin, SKE48 is the best to me and I hope they can do it!
Or...if someone like me could help...we..can do it!
But, I want that to be with the SKE48 I love. 
Be it the SKE48 now or the SKE48 of the future generations
not the SKE48 that's just a bunch of members from other groups.

Screw you management, I don't want you to mess with these girls more than you already have!

Edit:

By the way...I guess it's good for Churi to see new things, but...lol, I forgot that now that she's not captain,
There's probably going to be a good bit less stress on her...
But, if Churi collapses and well, has health problems:
My first thought will probably be overworking because of this type of thing.
After all: look at Jurina. Though Jurina probably does have more work than Churi.

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hyounnie
#1
I admit that I am a Sae's fan and I also feels the same way with you when i found out that she's the Captain of Team S. At first, i was like "Why Sae in Team S?" I'd rather wants to see her being the Captain of Team K.
She also was shocked when she found out that she's the captain of Team S. At first she is not sure about it but since it is already been decided, she will do her best for the team.
No one knows what will gonna happen but I still believes her.
Let's just support the Team S and maybe there's a good reason why they decided to put Sae in-charge of Team S.
I am sure that the Team S members welcome her too.




Seriously, this Big-Reformation makes my eyes widened of shock for some seconds... hehehe