I feel sad right now and basically it's all Amiel's fault! If he haven't tweeted that him and Chin (my bestfriend) anniversary is getting near.

I just tear up and I'm effin listening to some ballad songs and it's making me frustrating because all the memories come back to me when I just remembered my ex. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

This is so.... Ugh, I don't know. I haven't think of him a long time ago after we broke up. Because I know he would leave me back then.... but I just realized that I really loved him too much that time and I feel so regretful that... UGHHHHH HAHAHAHAHA THIS IS EMBARASSING BUT I NEED TO POUR MY FEELINGS OUT. So yeah, I kinda feel regretful about the two of us. We were so in love back then. (or is it just me? I don't know. It kinda felt that way, but anyways)

I don't know what happened, but yeah... He left. And after that I really tried my best to forget him and move on. And I did well. I don't have any feelings for him anymore. But I think he still has this effect on me. Well we're supposed to be celebrating our anniversary this February something.... I just thought of him.

I remember how I was so in love with him. It's pathetic. HAHAHAHAAHAHA but I'm not bitter. Actually, we're still friends. But it still hurts to know that after all that we've been through he just left me hanging and.... Okay, maybe I should stop. Sorry for the rants. I just.... I don't know. I just felt too sad because of this ballad songs. HAHAHAHAHA

*sighs*