Hey guys...

lol i feel awks with blog posts hahaha. well whether you see this b/c youre my friend or if you subscribed to my blog [idk how many are though LOL] or if i link this in one of my stories...this is basically gonna be a short post on why i might be updating irregularly [so basically, if this doesn't apply to you, you dont have to read it lol]

so, if you don't know, my stories are:

An Unknown Path - a story about vampires and hunters with exo and bap [and no, its not any cliche vampire story you've read. at least, i hope not hahah]

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/488766/an-unknown-path-action-romance-supernatural-vampire-exo-bap-exoandoc

Delinquent Heart - a story about a girl, a gangster, and a teacher ft luhan and kris

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/631687/delinquent-heart-gang-gangs-romance-you-exo-luhan-kris

Both stories have strong female leads, if you like those types of characters ^_^

back to unfrequent updates...you guys probably dont know since i dont rly talk about personal life in my a/ns but im a high school student. next year im probably going to be taking 6 AP classes. right now im taking 2 and im barely surviving...some of you might be reading this and be thinking that 'wow, that's nothing compared to what i have to do!' and you may be right...but for me, its a lot to handle lol >_<

im not in college and i dont have that many extra ciricular activities but kpop and aff almost has, in a way, ruined my life. of course i dont regret it one single bit [hahaha <3] but ever since kpop i have been staying up super late, sometimes going to school with only 3 hrs of sleep. i end up falling asleep in class, coming home to procrastinate on yt and aff for a few hrs, maybe take a nap, and when i finally start hw, i realize i cant do it b/c i fell asleep during the lesson LOL. then i spend a long time trying to figure it out, and by the time i go to sleep, its nearly time to wake up for school again.

a horrible cycle, i know -_-

anyway, this has to do with updating because sometimes ill stay up extra late to update or ill start writing a chapter instead of doing hw and studying. im writing this post because im starting to worry about my grades and my health. right now its like 3 am and im wide awake. my sleep cycle is screwed up. i think my eyesight has gotten worse from staring at the computer screen too much and sometimes they hurt just to keep them open. also my grades are dropping... i really want to ace these AP tests in May and i should start studying about now for them if i dont want to cram [which i still probably will in the end >.<] 

i will try to update as often as i can but i might not always have the time. 

ie: this week even though i dont have school, i have a load [pardon my language] of work and studying to do. i also plan to catch up on sleep and i even have a few days set out alrdy to spend with my friends , so i wont be updating then.

[yes, i have friends. doesnt everyone? X3...and if you're sitting there saying 'i dont have friends ._.' _{(although i seriously doubt that)}, ill be your friend ^_^]

please try to understand that i know that to some of you, this amount of work is nothing. im not in college. i dont have a job, etc but again, im still trying to figure out how to balance kpop, aff and updating, school, and life. i also hope you realize that in each chapter i write, i work really hard on, hoping you guys will like it <3

im sorry if this post was boring/irrelevant/repeptitive to you :/

but i felt like in every a/n i was saying the same thing [and i still might] about how i was busy with school... and i didnt want it to seem like i was making excuses or anything orz

now its late lol so im gonna go sleep (u_u)zZZ you should subscribe if you havent already *wink wonk* and thanks to my subbies who always motivate me to write <3 and dont worry, ill still update if i havent in a long time [ill make the time to do it *^*]

remember, this post was just to say why i might not be updating that often. not that i wont. ^_^

one last thing [i promise lol] sometimes some subbies address me as 'authornim' in the comments and although that makes me really happy, i also wanna let you guys know that if you ever need someone to talk to [k-related or not, serious or not] or you just wanna say hi, feel free to pm me; i wanna be closer to you guys ^_^ [not in a creepy way hahaha...]

have a nice day/night ^^ [and im sorry for my terrible grammar and spelling lol]