Do they?

Sometimes I wonder,

whether or not do my parent love me?

I do know they love me as their child but..

Do they appreciate me?

As who I am? 

 

I wonder do they know the thing I have done to make them happy?

Unlike the rest of my siblings, I am the only one who always tried her best to do everything they asked.

Yet, I received nothing, not even a single thank you..

Will they miss me if I am gone? Probably not, I dont know..

My birthday really .. My sister got a brand handbag for her birthday and I got a bed comforter?

Mom, I thought you knew me, I always help you in the kitchen and do chores together..

 

This is getting depressing..no matter, no one will read it anyway..

I am always invisible and hollow.. that I have to wear a fake smile everyday..

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choding_tina #1
I don't know your situation..probably i dont even have rights to say something about your life..
But i guess, most children would have the same insecurity as yours...
I also used to feel the same, mostly because my parents do not show their affection
Even until now i try to understand my father - since my mom already passed away
He' such a quiet person
We rarely talk! Even about small stuffs. He never even say happy birthday to me ever since i am a teenager
He never said he is proud of me, even after knowing i.got scholarship to US
never
But i know he watches me... somehow i found out that he likes to talk about me to.our neigbours, family or his collegue
So.. maybe, your parents do not show it to you how they love you
But still you need to show them how much you love them
So when they finally gone, you have nothing to regret

Sorry if my comment offend you.. i just try to share my opinion
^^
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