pian inside me hurts really badly

everyone is telling  me that  im lieing about  my father death that i just want people to look at me well im not liying to anyone im telling the truth my father left me when i was 8 years old  i though it was my fault after a few years he wanted to come back into my life i let him in my life again  sometime he come over to my house and come and pick me up so we can spend time with eachother after a week he stoped  well one day he came and picked  me up and wen i got into the car there was this lady  that i didnt know  until we went to go eat he told me that she was his girlfriend i was dieing slowly butonthe outside i put on afake smile and pretented  that i was happy for them until she took my dad away from me then he stoped seeing me after a few years of not seeing him he called my mom on my 13th birthday  he wished  me a happy birthday  then hanged up i-i wanted to hear him say that he's comeing for me  on my birthday but he didnt wen i turned 14 it was every late my brother knocked on my window and he told me to call are  mom i went to my moms room and told her that my brother was calling her she got up and went to go see what going on i went back into my room  and sat on my bed  then my grandma and my uncle came out of there rooms to see what was going on with my mom i heard screaming from my mom when the screaming stoped my grandma call me and toldme to come to the liveing i sat with my mom and that when my mom told me that my dad is dead i asked  how she said he did by suicied  when i heard that i wanted to leave my mom and my grandma grabed my arms so i wont leave  i started to cry and as i cried i said your all are lieing he's not die plz tell me that is a joke they shook there  head no that it was true ...

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kpoplove80
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Thats sad why would people think your lieing am sorry for ur loss though