Heyo!

It's weird and I'll understand if you call me freak after this.

I want to tell a story about myself so if you're not interested, you may stop~

Once, when I was a little kid, I was totally feminime, people used to call me 'Mentel' or 'Centil', that's Indonesian terme to call a girl that is totally girly, like really girly, close to sassy. [i don't know what is d exact terme in english]

The odd thing is, I always keep my hair short. I always managed to cut my hair when it growed just a little longer than my neck. Yet, i was so girly.

But, when i was in my 2nd year in middle school, I moved to my aunt's house and spend 2 years of my not-so-youth-life there, and I somehow changed.

I never give a daMN about my appearance.People called me 'tomboy;. I didn't care about how I look to the point I didn't realize that my hair had grow so long it reached my waist!! My friends didn't notice it too because I always tied it! 0.0

Then, I moved again back to my parents house and spend my high school life there.

People called me 'tomboy' despite my long hair.

When I told my mother that I'll cut my hair, she forbid me. She said "No. You can't do that. That's the only thing that makes you look like a girl." 0.0

In short, my mother said that if I cut my hair, people will mistaken me as A BOY!!  ~( ' - ' ~)

Oddly, I was kinda like the idea! -__-"

But I keep my hair long till now! In college, I once cut it till my shoulder and my firends said that I look almost like a boy! [It's not like i cut my hair short like Amber's..]

I didn't realized that I hate things that are so girly like pink and ribbon and stuff...

I don't know how to figure things out..

My friends often mock me when I wear robe or skirt, saying that it doesn't suit me at all..

Me myself don't like wearing those stuff as well, I just wear them because the professeurs told the girls to wear skirt in their classes..

I gave up on them and even my professeurs admit that they are shocked that i wear skirt or blouses..

So, when my friends wear jeans or t-shirt to campus, they'll get scolded, but somehow they spare me when I did so..

Slowly, I started to think that something is not okay with me..

Moreover, my friends said that it's not only my style, but my gesture as well look like boy's..

My close friend said that it has something to do with my mindset..

I don't act rebellious or do things the tomboys [in my environment] do, like cutting their hair really really short like a boy's, smoking [i'm not againts girls smoking], walk like a boys, or what, but people said that i am a tomboy.

There was time that even people that i just met said that, 'this sister is tomboy..' Waee...?

My boy friends treat me like a boy as well, called me 'bro' and greet like boys greeted..

Most of them are my juniors~

The odd thing is all my friends in college, girls and boys, believe that I am kinda innocent.. I was like 0.0 what?

So, when they watched movies with some kissing or adult scene, they forbid me like they forbid a kid to watch +18 movies..I am their seniors, for the sake od Chen! When I said that i've watched things worsen than that, they won't believe me!! 0.0

Oooh~ I wonder what will they think about my life being a fujoshi~

So...I started to think that I am a boy...

It's been quite a while that I believe that I gave another 'me' that goes with the name Leo.

I really fond with this name, idek why~

I created another facebook account and uploaded my own photo where i made my hair looked short, and I added my friends in college. It goes with the name 'Leo Savage' and gender 'male'..

Ya know what, my friends didn't notice that it was me till I said so..

They scolded me.. (-_-")

So, this Leo, he's confident, bratty, and ofc, manly. He's out mostly when 'I' talk with my boy friends~

He does things that I am afraid to do~ [coward]

I was born on December 26t^h ,1991, and I made some stupid facts about Leo as well.

2 + 6 = 8, 1 + 2 = 3, so, Leo was born on March 8^th ,1991..

I am tomboy, but Leo will do things more freely than I do...

So, maybe you wonder, why I post this all of sudden?

So, I read a post about Chinese Zodiac..

So, I check what zoadiac I am using the true me.. ~(' - ' ~ )

And~ my Chinse Zodiac is SHEEP!! Yeeahhh~ I love sheep~

My birthday on Chinese lunar Calendar is November 21, 1991

Leo's Chinese Zodiac is SHEEP too~ I was like eeeehhhh??? 0.0

His birthday on Chinese lunar Calendar is January 22, 1991

I am so shocked because hey!! this is so cool, I am flustered!!!

That's why I urged to post this~ kekekekekekekekke~

I don't know what will you think after reading this post, I hope you still befriend with me and read my stories~

Thanks for reading this messy post about 'me',..

Please tell me if I was wrong and things I should do if what I done or thought are completely wrong or unacceptable~ D ':

Love ya!! <3 <3

#adds the photo due to the request from Agent007