I just realized how things from last year are starting to affect me now. I dont even know where that cheerful, always smiling never crying playful me anymore. Sometimes I blame people that I know aren't really at fault. I probably chose to be like this in the first place. didnt i? or is it really those people who made me like this. those poeople who broke me into pieces. those people who i trusted the most but stabbed me a lot of times from the inside. 8 months. 8 months wasted just because of some ing small thing. After all this. Will I be able to find myself back? Will I find myself again?