Why ?
You chose her over me…your own best friend who was always there for you. You abandoned me…for her. Why ?
I loved you like an older brother & you loved me like a little sister. Why did you leave me ? And the most dissapointing thing is that you didn’t tell me what’s wrong. You just deleted me out of your life, as if I was nothing to you. As if all the years we spent talking & talking & talking meant nothing to you. Why ? Now that I’ve started to get used to a life without you, you suddenly appear out of nowhere. You say you want to apologize & the only thing you say is “So, I’m sorry.” Why ? Do you think this will make up for everything I went through while you were happily talking to your girlfriend, completely forgetting about me ? Do you really think I would accept such an apology…via Facebook~~~~~?? I hate you from the bottom of my heart ! At least I’m trying to convince myself that I hate you. But after I saw you today & cried right afterwards, I realized that I may never able to hate you. You changed me. I became a better person after meeting you. At least that’s what I think.I wasn’t the sad & lonely girl I was back then. You actually saved me…many times, you just didn’t realize it. But once again I’m the sad & lonely girl now. Do you really think stealing my smile will make you happy ? You were my role-model & I’ve always wanted to be like
you.
My best guy friend.

Nila Xoxo

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Sorry I just wanted to let all this out somewhere~~~~!!
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