i suddenly had this cuckoo moments today and i decided to re-read my previous fics from my LJ account....

Damn...some of them were really good fics and it really breaks my heart that  i can't seem to write fics like those again  

it's just really sad that my plot bunnies decided to commit genocide *heavy sigh*

maybe real life just took it's toll to my author tendencies 

sad... it's just really sad coz fic writing has always been  my outlet for so many years...