I hate you. You always hurt me. Mock me but say its "friendly teasing". Say lies that almost seem true with your good acting. You've changed horribly. Because of you I quietly cry in my room, where only God knows that I suffer pain alone. If I'm a bother then just say it. Hurt me once but don't hurt me multiple times. One stab in the heart is better than a millions stabs elsewhere. You told me my writing is BS. It hurts. Just go away.

i love you. We were always together. You make me laugh and smile. The pain of bullying, arguments with parents, and stress we shared together. I didn't want you to change. You were one of only people that got past the icy exterior of my so-called-cold heart. I don't want to lose you but I don't wanna cry foolish tears over you. 

You bring me up but you bring me down. You're a ing but a lovable person at the same time. I don't want to un-friend you and I don't want to stop chatting with you but... You . I hate you. 

I don't want to be alone. School isn't as good as the internet. I don't wanna deactivate my account. I want everything to be happy again. Not tear jerking. I'm sorry if I'm not so pretty I'm sorry if I'm not very smart. I'm sorry if my not so Kpop idol skinny body isn't good enough. Sorry I'm a nuscience. But I will always love you. Bear with it please. Thanks.